just 10 minutes

mmmmmmm

2012-02-14T18:06:00.003+09:00

owg kata kalu cinta nie kite musti rasa yg dubia nie indah belaka..... indah ker...??? entah ar, 2 adlh benda yg aku xtau n xdpt aku pastikn kerna jatuh cinta mmg jauh dr hati aku.... yup, aku ngaku bahwa aku mmg penah suka, yup, aku penah suka kt dea..... : muhammad hafiz mazlan n afiq na'im selamat... tapi jatuh cinta pd mereka jauh sekali.... xtau ar, xde rase ag yg jodoh aku berada berdekatan dgn aku nie.... aku rse yg jodoh aku jauh. ntah ar jauh kemne ek... aku kekadang terasa gkk nk jmpe ngn jodoh aku.... pegh jodoh aku....
"en. jodoh dimanakah awk....??? wahai en.jodoh... "..... senang ker nk jmpe jodoh nie... da 23 tahun da ku xpenah merasakn cinta.... lme x... sbnrnyer 2 umu aku... not for ones time aku jmpe jodoh ag, jd aku pn xtau mcm ne jodoh aku nant... harap2 ar yg jodoh aku 2, cukup piawaan nyer utk mama nant... xde ar mslh idup aku wo.... n piawaan aku.... piawaan aku biarlah dea sayang n cinta aku seumur hidup kami... aku xnk ar ble da tua2 nant, da xnk syg2 da... da xde romantik2 wo.... xbest ar kalu mcm 2.... jd piawaan aku senang jer... ;
1) aku mencari imamku
2) aku mencari ustazku
3) aku mencari qhairiku
4) aku mencari pekalonku
5) aku mencari pemain alat muzikku
6) aku mencari penyanyiku
7) aku mencari abi kepada anak2 ku
8) aku mencari customers ku
9) aku mencari sales marketing ku
10) aku mencari head department ku................
that's the thing that i needed for my family life... now on i think i did not found them yet... so for now on.... FARAHHUDA SYAMIMI wake up and tell your self that don't dreaming anything because all things that your want not appear yet....
now go home..... YES........!!!!!!!!!!!!

hapie besday....!!!!

2012-02-13T18:06:00.002+09:00

yup,hapie besday... not my besday but his besday today... 13 February.... da day that he born.... da day that he know the world.... but today he did not come to office.... what will i do... some my friends already wish him a hapie besday... yup,hapie besday, but not me... not me to wish him a hapie besday... why??? i don't know, i don't get the real reason what to tell him....
day by day my feeling to him..... ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? i don't know how to describe that things, why??? even me did not get the real answer, then how come others can get the answer.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmppppppp.... yup,what ever it is.... HAPIE BERDAY.... HAPIE BESDAY TO U AFIQ NA'IM.............................................. ikhlas dr FARAHHUDA SYAMIMI BINTI ADNAN...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the end...!!!!!!!!!!!

hari berganti hari....!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-02-09T17:30:00.002+09:00

yup... mmg berganti hari aku duduk kt tmpt praktikal aku nie.... aku pn xtau ape aku nk wt ag wo.... aku rse aku da mcm xde keje da wo... ntaha r.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... td g mkn... seperti biasa ar.... ngn amad... tp mule2 amad ckp mamat 2 xnk turun coz dea de keje.... tetapi tetiba mamat 2 dtg jer wo... kejut gk aku.... aku rse kalu toreh muke aku musti darah xkn kuar wo.... pegh... best x ayat aku....??? he3... aku ley plak kuar mkn ngn dea... tp kali nie aku xduk 1 meja ngn downg pn... aku duk meja laen tp aku pelik ar plak... mamat 2 amik nasi n amik lauk lagi awal dr put n amad... tetapi dea yg plg lewat bayar wo... aku amik nasi second last sblm member dea... jd aku amik ar, tp dea dtg tetiba jer kt sblh aku mse aku amik nasi td padahal dea da amik nasi n lauk.... pe ag mamat 2 nak.... ntah ar wo.... xpaham aku... dea masih ag nk wt mcm dlu ker...??? stress n tension plak aku wo.... aku pn wt bodo ar, amik ar lauk jer... then dea tetibe de kt blkng aku... sibuk gk tp bkn nk amik lauk, aku pn g ar bayar... tetibe dea dtg kt sblh member dea... yakni kt sblh aku then stat ar dea nk wt hal wo... ntah ar.... xpaham aku.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tp bkn berdiri kt sblh membr dea yg 2 kt btul2 berdiri sblh aku wo.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg............. TOLONG AR PAHAM....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argggggggggggggggggg..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-02-08T17:46:00.002+09:00

okay fine... aku sme tmpt praktikal ngn dea..... pegh.......... ntah ar... xtau hati aku mcm ne saat nie... suke ker...??? benci ker...??? menyampah ker...??? yang penting aku mmg xtau pepe ag... naseb baek ar aku xsme department dgn dea... tp aku masih jugak tercari2 dea... time rehat... time balik... selalu gk ar aku mencari... harap2 aku xkantoi ar....
tp sekarang aku agak ar rapat gk ngn member dea.... Amad... pegh... da mskkn nme baru wo dlm blog aku nie... he3.... suke3..... sblm nie sme department ngn amad tp aku mntk tukar tmpt laen... jd da xsme ngn downg da wo... aku cuak gk coz amad selalu gk maen usha2... tambah2 ag ble dea duk dpn aku, cara dea menatap mata 2... xley bla wo.... agak menusuk kalbu gk ar.... da mcm gemersik kalbu da.... ade sebab gk ar yg aku pindah nie.... kalu aku lelme duk tentang mata ngn amad ley terjatuh plak kt dea nant.... risau plak aku.... cis, kan da start menarik da aku nie wo.... he3.... ntah ar.... tp mse rehat n mkn aku berkumpul gk ngn bebdk 2.... tercari2 gk mamat 2, tp dea xde, dea kuar g wt sales..... aku rse aku kantoi ngn amad wo.... harap xsgt ar aku kantoi... then aku try ar lagu tajuk.... ntah ar nmpk sgt ker x.... aku pn xtau wo.... harap2 tidak ar.... aku pn xnk ar..... tp aku agak rimas ar dgn rse amad pndang ble dea berdpn ngn aku.... aku jd cube utk mengelakkan diri... xpe ar... bak yg selalu aku lafazkn yg dea bkn jodoh aku.... semua nya, jd aku kena berusaha utk melupakan dea... n tetapkn dlm diri yg dea bkn jodoh aku... smlm blik ptg n arie nie 1 arie aku xjmpe dea.... ker aku mmg xkn jmpe dea lngsung sepanjng aku kt cni..... FARAHHUDA SYAMIMI.... jgn sayang..... jgn.... sayang diri awak lebih dari segalanya......

KEJAP....!!!!

2011-10-30T17:08:00.002+09:00

ha xpaham ar ar aku dgn mamat nie... aku tau aku mmg xkn dpt berkumpul dgn dea or member2 dea... aku xsesuai... tp yg plg aku pelik da tau 2, ley x ko jgn nk tnjukkn yg ko 2 nk bg hint kt aku... aku da kire tahap tension da wo... STRESSS................... waawawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... tlg ar mamat oit.... kalu ko suke ko ckp ley x...??? kalu ko x jgn ar ko nk wt mcm ko suke,pemslh ko hah....??? aku mmg xpaham ko,n aku mmg xnk paham ko pn wo... tension gilek aku ble pikir psl ko... mmg aku xnk pikir langsung n aku mmg xnak amik tau pn... aku suke hidup aku sblm ko dtg n ntah pepe2 ag ar... i love my life... and stop ruin my life.... begging to u....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

THAT'S IT....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

saya suke dia tapi sy xde keyakinan nak bgtau dia....!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-21T03:44:00.002+09:00

adoyai.... aku tau aku mmg xkn dpt mamat 2 nyer.. tp npe ar aku still suke kat dea.... gasak nie... da ar dea 2 classmate aku.... ala nape nie.... susah ar aku kalu mcm nie, makin parah nie... slalu gk view fb dea.. dgn harapan dea akn post kn owg yg btul2 dea suke... bkn yg mcm dulu 2.... tp npe ar aku berharap sgt yg dea post...
coz kalu dea post,aku maybe merana tp sekurang-kurangnyer aku da de kepastian siapa yang menjadi pilihan dihatinya.... tertunggu2 jugak aku owg yg menjadi pilihan hatinya... ish ish ish... sigh....!!!!!!
dan yg plg penting aku lebih menungu owg yg menjadi pilihan hatiku ini... sungguh kumenunggu.... siapa ar yg akn dijodohkan dengan aku.... dpt x aku menjadi isteri yg solehah... ntah ar,lambat ag kot jodoh aku akn tiba... tp downg semua kte yg da msk lanjut usia nie kena cari cpt2... cari kt U, tp kt U aku susah skit coz aku pn nyer owg yg senang utk ajk hang out... lain ar kalu ajk g zoo ker, g muzium ker.... seronok skit wo... nie kalu sekadr g lepak mamak or oblong... ish,xnk aku... wt perabis mase jer... he3.... ^ ^...

da ar nak tido ar... nant esk xbngun ar plakwo... he3...
adiossssssssssssssss......... semoga dpt mimpi indah... muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

MUNGKIN...!!!!

2011-07-08T13:21:00.002+09:00

ntah ar.... maybe aku suke sikit kot kt mamat 2... ntah ar, nk kte suke sgt 2 mmg xde ar, ade sikit ar.... tapi maybe dea mmg xde perasaan kt aku kot... coz dalam bebnyk bebdk kbm 2 mmg terlalu ramai yg cun melecun... kalu setakat aku nie, pegh ade ker yg pndng... pusing pn x kot... da 2 member2 aku terlalu ramai yg cantik2... yg kurus n gebu2.... nk dibandngkn dgn aku... ala, mcm kena tolak tepi jer ar.... xde yg berkenan pn.... xpe ar FARAHHUDA SYAMIMI.... nant ade jodoh ade ar awak ngn sesiapa...

suke plak dgr lagu with you chris brown... mmg berhajat nk tunggu owg maenkn gitar smbil nyanyi lagu nie... tp mcm hajat xkesampaian jer pn coz skrng nie da msk umur 22 tahun... ape owg kata da menganjak senja ar ktekn.... tp mmg nk tunggu gk owg yg ley maenkn gitar n nyanyi lagu with you chris brown... suke nyer... kalu dptkn best.... ble ar nk dpt kn... hish2.... kalu tgk owg maen live pn tp utk owg laen pn maybe da cukup puas hati kot... sebab diri sendiri xdpt merasa... jd kepingan ar nk tgk utk owg laen pn okey...

okey ar... nk g masak ar... nant mama blik musti jerit... he3...
muaxxxxxxxxxxxx anak2 umi..... tunggu abi kamu ek... he3...^ ^

with u, with u, with u.....
muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx............!!!!!!!!!!!

xpaham...!!!!

2011-03-23T08:43:00.002+09:00

aku xapahm ar ngn mamat2 nie... kalu da de awez 2 buat ar cara ade awez... xyah ar susah2 nk usha2... kalu suke dtg jer jmpoe ar.... ckp kt aku yg agak2, ble kte ley couple.... xde ar aku nk ngamok pn... aku mkn nasi okey, bukan mkn owg pn..... tension + stress....!!!! argggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!
meh ar aku cite skit... nie ade ar sowng mamat dlm kelas aku... yg termaktub kteowg called him as 'EGO'...!!! that it....!!! ya, mmg mamat nie nk makan kasut or selipar baru aku nant nie.... dlm fb dea, da ade ar dea nyer b, bby....!!! tp dlm kelas dea nyer usha 2 mcm ar aku nie da sign contract nk jd bby dea... eh, tlg skit.... jauh panggang dr api tau... aku pn xingin ar mat.....!!! TOLONG ar bebyk..... agggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADIOS....!!!!

aku masih teringatknnya.....!!!!

2010-11-21T02:56:00.001+09:00

pedihnyer hati ini... dan aku masih lagi mengingati dirinyer....
sakitnyer hati ini... dan aku masih lagi merindui dirinyer...
lukanyer hati ini... dan aku masih lagi menyebut namanyer...

luahan hatiku ini.... pergilah wahai hati... pergilah dari owg yg xsudi dkt awk...
sygkanlah diriku ini.... jgnlah masih ingatkn dia..... sakit,pedih,perit,luka..... semua ade dlm hati utk melupaknnyer..... tp seperti aku xbisa utk melupakannyer.......

help me.....!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-03T05:31:00.002+09:00

oooooooooo no... i hope i can get him out of my mind.... what can i do.... i just can't.. for god sake... i hope this feeling just a piece of paper that will torn whenever i want it..... i this feeling is just longer than i thought.... what will i do about my feeling towards that person..... help me please.... mohammad hafiz mazlan could you please help with me.... could you please just introduce the person that you're in love with.... so that, i can secure and make an security to my heart and prevent it from just thinking about you..... every moment that we make.... it can just gone just like that... just name the person that you love.... or you also can change your status so that i as repetitiveness my heart and my mind can forget about you.... just ones... help's me....... i love myself and i... don't let me done something that can harm myself.... please....

2010-10-17T17:59:00.002+09:00

i mine me my...... hey juliet..........!!!!!!!!!!!

allllohaaa....... luve my self and i..... you really blow my mind.....!!!!!!!!!

there any body wants to be my romeo...???? answer me..... i guess there no want to be my romeo..... hey juliet..... i wish some days there a romeo sing a song title hey juliet..... are there any one...???? i wish there is some one who really wants to be my romeo.... maybe not today or tomorrow but someday that time will be arrive.... all i need is be patient.... just that.... it is because the time than i spend for a years......................................

bored right now.... anyone wants to accompany me.....!!!!!
anyone.....!!!!

Degree of business management (marketing)

2010-08-17T12:30:00.002+09:00

yup,that me.... alloha...... ta da... hahahahaha,
nie skrng aku kt melaka, kt bandaraya kampus melaka... ape aku wt kt sna?????
aku study ar, ingt owg mcm aku xde cite2 ker...??? hahahahah
aku msk part 3, dng berkat usaha mak aku aku berjaya menjd seowg student degree level... syukur alhamdullilah... seperti biasa perasaan aku masih ag bergolak di peringkt ini... hahahahah know why? mamat 2 mask cni gk, aku mencuba m'cari yg laen utk melupakn dea... tetapi... aku menjd seowg pendiam n xbertegur ngn owg...... nk wt mcm ne ek..??? jp2, nant aku cri jln penyelesaiannyer ek... wait for e.... muaxxxxxxxx

No other......

2010-07-09T10:24:00.002+09:00

no other person like super junior... muaxxxxxx
i love this song very much.... like their mv and their live performance too.... allthought super junior only 10 person in this song, i always love then so much..... everything is perfect but sometimes i see heechul face like missing so one... but what can i do... i always love them...... muaxxxxxxxxxx

da sudah ar cite psl lagu downg... mmg sedap pn, tulis comment kt atas 2 mcm nk post kt owg laen n bagi owg bce plak... padahal xde spe pn nk bce... aku pn xbg owg bukak blog aku... isk isk isk...... penat ar... nk tido... by the way....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......!!!!!!!!!
muax muax muax muax muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.......!!!!!!!!!!!!

TENSION

2010-05-25T13:40:00.003+09:00

tension btl aku... wawawawa pnat aku da download... tetibe... comp nie padam pla... n start balik... tesinon siot... aku wt pnat... dea ley wt hal plak....
nie cite dea, aku da download gune 4sharedkn, tetiba ley padam plak... nk dkt 3 kali da aku download bnde yg sme.... tp hampeh... xdpt pn coz comp nie tetibe padam... da 2 ilang ar semua nyer.... aku xpercaya ini semua terjadi... aku xley trima... wawawawawwa TENSION.... takut nanti xsempat plak nk download...

Intersesi

2010-05-24T12:31:00.002+09:00

wah... agak lame aku xmenulis da.... aku skrng berada di intersesi.... xde spe pn yg rapat ngan aku msk intersesi skali... jd kt cni aku berkenalan ngn kwn2 bru... aku sebilik ngn kakak degree. nama nye Syaidatul Natreesya.... (kak Sya), sedapkan name dea.... aku mmg setuju..... ag 2 owg bdk junir part 4 hajar n wani..... downg bkn bdk cni... downg dr kuantan... aku mmg da sifat agk rapat ngn semua owg kot kecuali MAMAT 2... cis, npe tetibe ingat kt dea plak nie... isk isk isk... rindu plak nak gathering ngn bebdk lain... ngn safa, atin, intan, ain (junior), sal, baby, wardah, aida, ada, kinah, pia, mak... ramai ag ar.... biasa ar kalu dekat 2 wt xnmpk jer... tp ble da jauh tetibe rindu plak... manusia kn.... RINDU???? rindu ker aku kat dea???? xkot... tp aku nak sgt tgk senyuman dea.....
kekadang aku xtau ar pe perasan dea kt aku??? dea suke aku ker??? kekadang aku rase kenangn kteowg kt larkin 2 mcm sia2 jer.... dea mmg xde hati kt aku ker??? kalu xde jgn tunjukkn tanda2.... aku sakit... sakit aku nie xde ubatnyer..... tlg jgn biarkn aku sakit... biar aku dgn aman n damai... aku sndiri pn xtau ar.... pabila owg lain sakit mcm aku, aku akn berusaha utk tenangkn dowg tp pabila aku sakit aku mmg xdpt nk cri penawar nyer..... terukkn penyakit aku...... mungkin aku mmg xde dlm hati dea langsung... mungkin kah????? aku rase mmg aku tiada tempat dihatinya.... aku hanya termanggu sendiri dan menyedapkan hati sendiri bahawa dea menyukai aku... bahkan itu semua dusta.... mungkinkah kerna sikap ku sendiri yg membuatkan dea kejauhan......???? entah ar.... tp bagaimana ngn sikap yg dea tunjuk kn.... sikap yg caring, yg mengambil berat... adakah tue semua hanya lakonan semata.... adakah dea hendak membuat screen test dan aku hanya sbg bahan uji kaji..... betul ker???? mungkinkah???? aku masih termanggu tanpa jawapan dan berita...... hanay yg aku pinta semoga dirimu bahgia...... Amin

2010-04-03T18:38:00.002+09:00

pegh... rinie aku kt senawng... ny mom had just bought a house at there... suddenly, i become a senawng people... aku pnat seh, penat tnggu owg yg aku xtau isi hati nye....

'kalu cinta katakan lah, ku tak mahu terus berdusta, kalau diam mane ku tahu'..... so on.....

katakn lah... wahai manusia.....

2010-03-27T14:53:00.001+09:00

tidak.............!!!!!!!!!!!! banyaknyer kerja aku nak buat nie....
tension..... nyer..... Ya Allah, bantulah hamba mu ini... wawawawawa

2010-03-24T18:40:00.002+09:00

what do you know about love someone???
do you have been in love before...???
what can i says about love....
i'm i in love...????
not now.... now today... not this time.....

2010-03-21T00:31:00.000+09:00

first time wat blog.... de tgk2 ar blog aku... batak gilek aku rinie... wawawa